Torn

I keep thinking about it, how ironic is that my story is a reflection of the reality written months earlier, months before I knew him and now the feelings are the same like it was a warning of what was about to happen. Now I feel a tear slipping through my face on his wait to meet my lips so that they taste their saline and give me the slight sense of having a lump on the throat.

Over thinking, that’s the devil behind this warm universe that’s beginning to for in my head, I can’t even know what I want, all that I know is that I have more doubts than ever, that I can’t forget this guy I loved, that my world is torn…

Torn… is kinda of a sweet word for such heavy meaning, heavy… like the feeling on the top of my shoulders that every single day makes me wonder whether it was the right thing to do, like one friend wisely said, relationships are hard to maintain more if is a long distance one. He right, despite all my efforts to prove him wrong I always knew he was right, that it’s just difficult not to see the person you love at least once a week. What was I thinking that I’m different from everyone that ever tried to make it work? 

Well I haven't been here for a while, guess school is consuming all my time and inspiration.
Christmas Holidays also passed by really quick and I almost had no time to relax but I have to say it was worthed.
As for the new year, I have to say it's starting in a really good way. School grades are great, I've spend more time with my friends, I've started reading again and I also found this amazing guy that I have the pleasure to call boyfriend. There are also bad news, but what matters is that everything is gonna be fine.
Tomorrow is February 14th, for many is most known as Valentine's day but as quick search in wikipedia shows there are lots of thing to celebrate, births, death, treaties, etc, but as Valentine's day is one of the most chosen for advertising about the violence in the relationships and I kinda like to support projects  about the most diverse subjects so I found a video I'd like to share (there are two parts and I found the story quite interesting) and I'll also add the "Love the way you lie song" I think it's kinda of an anthem for dating violence.
Love you guys be happy and share the love <3

Song

From Disney Channel's Austin & Ally here's a great song !

"And I wonder if you miss me too.
If you don't here's the one thing that I wish you knew.

I think about you every morning when I open my eyes."

Project Unbreakable

I found out about this amazing project today while I was on Facebook, I spotted an article from a popular magazine here in Portugal and curiosity hit me.
Shortly, this project began 2 years ago, with Grace Brown, a 19 year old student that heard her friend talking about her abuse. That gave her the idea (and the project that she needed) behind "Unbreakable", challenging the victims to send her pictures and the most pain full thing that the aggressor said them.
The internet disclosed the project that was a tribute to the unbreakable braveness of the victims.
She posed first as an appeal and soon the volunteers appeared .
After 2 years she has more than 2 000 photos on her Tumblr page.
The visit is well worth and touching.
The page also has a store, where you can buy stickers (1.50$) and bracelets (2.50$) and a donation link :)

http://projectunbreakable.tumblr.com/
https://www.facebook.com/projectunbreakable
https://twitter.com/projunbreakable

“The most important things are the hardest to say, because words diminish them.”

— Stephen King